normalcy?

redindhi

i have to update my progress since the last time i continued to hit walls in recovery. i did find confidence in Catherine Robertson as someone who was willing to see this through the end. Robertson was willing to go through full recovery with be, even if that meant she never operated on me.

not only was recovery stalling, and declining, but my grandfather died, i lost my job, and life seemed to fall apart.

the morning after the day i lost my job i woke up from a dream where God healed me. i bantered with God that this was a really sick way to cherry on top of the last two weeks. I emerged from my bed awaiting the sharp pains that would meet me every morning, and that stab wasn't there...

"God, this is a sick joke".

i continued my day and kept pausing before movements that would normally hold me back.

almost two months after and i feel amazing. the reality is i still have aches, but nothing is holding me back.

not only have i been set free from the amount of pain, but i am free from a lot of the fear.

i am blessed.

recovery is an intense journey, but this bend in the road is going to be quite the enjoyable ride!

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