A week and a half, on october 20th I finally get my surgery consultation. I can't believe it is almost here.i get nervous thinking about going under, the recovery and financially surviving on disability. So much to think about and prepare for. I'm soo ready for surgery though. The pain has been intense the last few days. It feels like I have something packed in the joint, maybe a fluid build up, or it really grosses me out to think of maybe labrum particles...argh...the intensity of the pain had increased and I feel as if my range of motion is deteriorating. I'm ready to be in recovery! Here's hoping surgery follows close behind the consultation...